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(no subject) [Nov. 5th, 2007|01:22 am]
[I almost feel |stressedterrible]

i feel like i need counselling
no not counselling persay
more like just advice. from a friend. or someone

im like in the dark holding my hand up above my head
hoping someone will grab it and pull me up

(no subject) [Nov. 5th, 2007|12:12 am]
wow i am real surprised i got any replies at all 
i feel like a total d bag

i wish i could have no feelings and be all badass and shit

you guys who replied are cool.  i will keep you in mind hopefully i'll feel better soon.  thanks all for support wish me luck down this path
Link3 people are|So underrated

(no subject) [Nov. 3rd, 2007|08:04 pm]
does anybody still  read these at all?
i havent been on in so long
i feel so unfulfilled...
i always think about how i havent accomplished anything since i've been here at school. then i realize i dont even have an idea of what i would want to accomplish.  
i want to find someone who wants to spend a day with me.  i want to meet new people, but i dont know how to begin.  i want to talk to someone about whats going on in my life, but nobody is there to listen.  like when i have problems, there isnt anybody i can call.  

so thats why i am here on livejournal for the first time in months, typing to an audience that for all i know doesnt even exist.  

i barely have an appetite anymore.  
not healthy i dont think

maybe soon someone will be around who i can talk to
Link3 people are|So underrated

the end of an era [Jun. 17th, 2007|09:46 pm]
Link4 people are|So underrated

(no subject) [May. 26th, 2007|05:44 pm]
lakdsjflkdsajf i am an idiot
my phone no longer works for some reason 
i bet i wont be able to get a replacement either
accidentally rear ended bobby.... fucked up my cars hood var bad.
i am just a dummy
not even an 18 dummy either.
just regular old fool
LinkSo underrated

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