||[Nov. 3rd, 2007|08:04 pm]
does anybody still read these at all?|
i havent been on in so long
i feel so unfulfilled...
i always think about how i havent accomplished anything since i've been here at school. then i realize i dont even have an idea of what i would want to accomplish.
i want to find someone who wants to spend a day with me. i want to meet new people, but i dont know how to begin. i want to talk to someone about whats going on in my life, but nobody is there to listen. like when i have problems, there isnt anybody i can call.
so thats why i am here on livejournal for the first time in months, typing to an audience that for all i know doesnt even exist.
i barely have an appetite anymore.
not healthy i dont think
maybe soon someone will be around who i can talk to